Release.

Last night was quite eventful.

After cleaning the apartment spotless, it was raided by my family and friends. But they made it all worthwhile going crazy in the apartment. So many times in the night I swore my neighbors were going to come slamming on my door screaming at me for ruining their beauty slip.

60 Beers, 1 1/2 bottles of wine, and a few shots of liquor later the music died down but the laughter continued. Being surrounded by people you love is the greatest feeling and I'm starting to understand how it works better each day.

I love it when Ate Shane and Jb visits, it's always a great time and it reminds me of how blessed I am to have such great family. We aren't truly related by blood, except JB, and we don't have to like each other, but we do. And it's these people, those that have been there for me for years, through all the bullshit, through all the fighting, and through all the disagreements that show me good people are out there. Yea, we get to points where we may hate eachother, but it's only momentarialy. They make me a better person by bringing out the good qualities in me and making me lose the bad ones. I can be totally wrong, they can make me feel like ass, but they can bring me back in a second because I know they love me.

Those whom I consider my family are those who I truly accept and bring close to me. I may not talk to them for months at a time, but it doesn't matter because when we're together/talk it feels like no time has passed. I respect them because they are truly good people. We all make mistakes, and that's fine, and it may just be because I am biased since I love them eternally and will forgive them for whatever they do. But they all have so many friends, and everybody loves them.

I mean, who else could I honestly enjoy my lif with, sitting in a circle, acting like hippies asking question like "Who would you rather be stuck on an island with, a woman with a penis or a man with a vagina?"

Oh, my life is wonderful.
They are my Get Out of Jail Free card.

Love,
Soy Sauce (BBQ, Teryiaki, Ginger, SweetnSour, Alfredo)