Release.

so, i still don't know what to do.

people keep telling me things and i see their point. they tell me the logical thing to do is leave. should I be the reason he is happy? Since I can't get him out of his depression, is that a reflection of how he feels about me and the impact i have on his life? are we over?

they tell me to leave, bc even if you get back together, you don't know how long you'll last from then. but does that mean we'll end again if we even get back to gether, is that even an indication that we won't make it work in the future?

i want to stay. my heart hurts but i can't bring myself to leave. but then again, love can make us do stupid things.

i have so many questions. but i doin't want to anymore. i'm placing it all in God's hands and i will accept anything that happens. faith.
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