Release.

i can't sleeep.
i miss his touch.
i miss his warmth.
i miss feeling him.
i miss my baby.

this is killing me.
i don't know what to do, i don't know what to feel.

i want to stay, and i'm going to wait as long as possible.
but this pain is killer. i thought i'd be numb by now, but apparently not.

ughuhguhg.
sleeping is the hardest thing to do knowing that when i wake up, he won't be there.